Disillusioned by the sound, turned away by the sight.

You see, the thing about expecting is that it’s dangerous. The world can turn upside down in an instant, and just when you think you’re on top of everything, you’re under it. 

I have lost my drive. For anything.

-tartarus:

I am forever fearful I am a waste of a life. So many people die young, or have died and would do anything to live longer but their life is cut short. The people who die tragically want to live, whilst some of the living want life to end. I want to live life hard, I don’t want to wait around for it to start. I feel as if I’ve spent the last 18 years waiting. I’m sick of waiting and wasting so much time.